"what's the condition for hydration?" "phosphoric acid 300deg 60-70atm" "hmm. what about hydrogenation?" "Ni catalyst, high pressure, high temp" we tested each other as we stepped out of the mrt at yck.
that was 2 years ago.
everytime when i study for blocks, exams or whatsoever. everytime when i touch the set of alkene notes, i cannot help but stop and stare at my notes, playing that scene yet again.
i don't like the feeling of studying for blocks or major exams.. coz the same old feeling will return to haunt me w/o fail each time. the feeling of studying helplessly and waiting.
just the other day i was writing on some scrap paper and i saw the lyrics of a song that, yet joltted back some memories.
now im hugging pinky, looking through the window, into the darkness with only a smudged image of the streetlamp.
im trying not to think. yet it feels like im being helplessly brought back in time. im looking through the window like what i did back then. feeling the same old way over again.
i guess it has become a part of me. i will never let go. n i cant.
maybe time will change everything. it has only been two years..
no point thinking.
i should be studying.
yet my train of thoughts refuses to stop. now im thinking of the fireworks. running after the crowd to a clearing. i didn't know where i was heading to. but i knew i was in good hands. saw the fireworks. but i enjoyed the run more. it was not like any other run.
so here i go again. the conditions for hydration.. hydrogenation... high pressure high temp..