stole ps's cap ytd n wore it so that he can't wear a cap. hahaa.. all the rest of e guys with short hair were wearing cap. hmm. i think glen's shoulder grew wider w all the training. eugene lost a bit of weight n got a lot darker... i wonder y thg. esp when glen kept saying he snacked a lot in the bunk. haha. mayb eugene's bunkmates dun snack..
sometimes u just hope n look forward to a day when u can smile coz u r smiling within. yet that day seems so far n will never come. coz there's an empty feeling present n u know it will never fade even though everyone around you tells u time will resolve all unhappiness n hurt.
i know im wasting my time. i just want to lie on my bed. away from everyone.
i know it's unhealthy to do so. esp when school term starts. esp when im supposed to make friends.
maybe by lying on my bed n looking in the air can help me garner enough energy to smile and say hi when i need to.